Floating On Liability Hill
Them big ideas are hiding here!
Witches, evil queens, good wives + lion cubs,
I’m going to skip the double entendre this week. I want y’all to feel this.
I’ve remastered a blueprint as old as time — I call it the freefall. When explored with curiosity, creativity, and kindness, it becomes a roadmap back to personal power.
🪩 All you need to do is remix it with your own songs, then lose yourself in the music!
Kenny opened my eyes to this during the Sports Ball Halftime Show.
It’s why I haven’t been able to sleep since February 9th. I’ve been learning everything humanly possible, in every modality possible.
👩🏫 It’s been so much fun!
Don’t you remember?
On March 9th, I told you knowledge is power. Well, power transmutes shame into confidence! It’s what I’ve been trying to show you this whole time…
👙 Sometimes in my underwear, just like Sabrina + Doechii!
Plus, remember those sick ducks I told you about on December 21?
They’re running out of engaging content! Haven’t you noticed?
Meanwhile, the good ducks are mapping the future in double entendre — then teaming up with the funky ducks, who remix those maps to lighten the rhythm of life.
I don’t know if it’s magic or science, but it’s happening and we just need to listen… like, actually listen for once in our lives!
🐺 Preferably, alone and at night… like Mike Posner kindly asked us to.
The freefall healed me. Full stop. No jokes.
So, I took what I learned and got to work building large-scale childlike joy… all while relentlessly chasing my own dreams behind the scenes.
🔌 Shameless plug: You’ll like my dreams. They don’t look anything like Sabrina Carpenter, and you might even want to be a part of them when they’re ready to share!
Sorry, Mr. Carpenter.
— Usher + Nic
Do you want to come dance with me yet?
It sounds simple and silly, but so is life! And honestly, so am I. I’m just trying to have a good time, keep my people safe + make the world a little brighter. I can feel the positive impact I’m making, it’s just so quiet up here on Liability Hill.
✨ To those with me in the background: thanks for letting me know it’s helping — it helps me!
✨ To those solving my puzzle quietly then claiming what’s yours loudly: I see you — keep going, queens + cubs!
Oh, also — there’s another full moon upon us.
This time it’s a Flower Moon on Monday, May 12. I hope you don’t need me during this one because I’ll be dancing in the moonlight with Kenny at Gillette Stadium. My seat is in section 314 and not by choice. There aren’t words to capture my excitement!
🪻Here are some fun facts about Monday’s full moon:
It was named by Indigenous cultures for the wildflowers bursting open after a dormant season.
Energetically, it is associated with growth, creative expression, and heart-opening.
It’s not about setting new intentions — it’s about witnessing what’s now rising. This isn’t a time to hustle. It’s the time to hold steady as your garden begins to flower.
We’re superblooming, y’all! Just like fireweed.
Ah-ooo + woo woo,
PS. Keep drawing red lines, I’ll see you on the other side! Here are my tracks — the rest is still unwritten:
PSS. When I was getting my nervous breakdown bangs, a hairdresser boldly stated that “the music is changing.” Have you noticed???
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